Life, And...

Why is it that at times life seems to be almost too simple, yet at other times it's way to complicated? and it can shift in a matter of a moment... it's just so odd...

Sorry I haven't posted in sooo long, the list of excuses is very long, but I'll not bore you with the details... suffice it to say that I've been busy, but also know that all is well.

My relationship with Laura is three months old and counting, and I'm not trying to brag, or jinx it either, but so far it been pretty much drama free and very comfortable... honestly it's changed a lot of my preconceived notions about relationships.

I find myself in the thick of another fruit and veggie, growing, harvesting, selling season with the goal of proving to myself and others that a living can be made from such a lifestyle. God in His infinite wisdom continues to try our faith as to that point, and we continue to rely on Him to help us through...

The weather has been odd, and we are continuously adapting and learning, and though rising gas costs are a growing cause for concern, our wonderful customers have been very supportive.

Every now and then my mind catches on a certain thread of thought and I think "I should blog about that." but as it is, I don't take the time, and later it's gone from my mind, leaving me with nothing, only grasping wishes for some clear memory or something else interesting to write... though as we all know, there is no easier way to snuff out the creative writing process than to sit down and try to write creatively

Also, I've found that I write better when I'm in darker moods, or a bit depressed (though I really should work on writing of happy, joyful things) and seeing as I've not been there in quite some time, there really should be no curiosity as to why I've not been writing

I promise to try and like something that I write in joy, enough to share it with you my friends and readers... soon... though soon myay very well be a month or more... but I do promise to try. Thanks for reading and feel free to write me... I love to hear from all of you and hate it when I feel so out of touch.

Peace - Matti